It is sad and desperate to say that I fall asleep looking at your picture every night. I cry. I do. I think of all we shared and all we will never have...even if there was a possibility of loving you, for a short time..it will never happen.
It was probably never meant to be for you and I. We were merely supposed to exist, suspended in time, amongst the wires, internet connections and phone lines. Only there, in that unliveable space, were we fated to exist. That is it. That was it. Only there. Yet, it was beautiful. I would do it all again. I never loved so deeply, than I did with you. In all my years, all 40 years on this Earth, I've never loved so fully with my soul, than I did with you. My soulmate. My Hapless Romantic.
I hope I didn't contribute to your death. I pray you thought of me inly with loving kindness, as I do you.
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