I don't know what you think and am not sure, or shall I say, I don't really care if you do not agree with the things that happen to me, but I was at a friend's house this evening and saw a small blue light pass about 1 foot in front of me from the right to the left. At the time I saw this, I was beginning to tell about Simon and I and our story, to someone. I blinked my eyes and looked at my friend kind of funny. I told her what I saw. She smiled at me and asked if it was Simon. I kind of half-heartedly stated that I wasn't sure, but kind of hoped it was.
After my evening, I took a long drive home and couldn't stop crying. Why is this so hard for me? I love him so much.
What would you do?
Do you understand the way I feel?
Do you believe that I am truthful and real? Because all of this was real. Every bit and more than you know. If you read this blog and want to know how it all began, be patient, I have every intention to tell the entire story. There is so much I have to say.
Please have patience and understanding for the position I am in because I miss him dearly and I want our story to be told.
All of this is true. I could never make it up. I miss my Green Eyes, My Happless Romantic, My Simon, My Si.
Going to think of him before I go to sleep. It seems that I can't dream of him any more. I pray that I do...
I love you Simon. I always will,
Love,
Your SB.
I believe you, you know I do.
ReplyDeleteIt takes time time heals most wounds and some things just can't be forgotton. He ♥ed you and you love him.